This last month has been a lot of work. The shear number of cargo runs you need to do to build your own colonies is exhausting and I haven't even stared doing the big stuff yet.

Another thing I have been doing is Changing out the FSDs on my ships for the Double engineered SCO drives. Those Titan wrecks are creepy but I now have an Imperial Clipper with collector limpets that can handle it. Unfortunately I am almost out of Tellurium.

I am going to restock my Tellurium supply first before getting back to hauling.

I am now doing cargo runs for the Trailblazer Fleet in the Minerva system. Although I have been pushing myself a lot in the past few weeks so i took break from it yesterday. I am going to get back to it now.

Rather than wait for the lockdown to lift I went out into deep space again. Good thing I did, the lockdown lifted yesterday and I got the Trailblazer Echo Megaship last night. I thought about doing another quick 1 day trip for a bit extra, I don't think it's worth it.

I went to Anthony de la Roche Works in HIP 90180 to sell the Vista Genomics data. I should have checked the gravity first, just walking here is hard work.

I make it back to the bubble only to find that the Trailblazer Echo on Lockdown, UGH!!! I didn't want to risk losing the data so I have sold the data in the Wito system instead.

I might do another trip to Trailblazer Echo if the lockdown lifts.

I have now made it to Rohini. I have found quite a few intersting discoveries on the way including 2 Earth-like worlds and one system that has 3 Water worlds in it.

I have actually been in Rohini for a few days to take it easy for a bit but i am going to leave today. With a bit of luck I could make it to the survey CG, it will be tight though.

Its crazy that i ended up finding a Thargoid Sensor this far from the Pleiades or more accurately what was left of one. I found it broken on an ice moon, it was no longer sending any signals.

I am a bit freaked out that a Thargoid Sensor was here at all but I still took some of the smaller pieces for later.

I am headed back to the bubble, well I started going a week ago. On the way i have been trying to figure out the exobiology tools and while i have got most of it figured out, it still confuses me sometimes. At least i have gotten to the point where I don't feel like I am exposing myself every time I get out of the SRV.

Another thing is that the exobiology takes a long time. I have been traveling for a week and I have only gotten to the Wind Chime Nebula.

Why is Fungoida always in the most awkward spots?

After almost 3 years I am coming back to my old life. I have been slowly returning for a few weeks now, although I will have to figure out how to handle things on foot (I had avoided that completely last time), it is now too critical to ignore.

I even thinking of going back to the bubble but I won't be going yet.

I just realized something, I have been either been on exploration trips or I have been doing Trading, Combat and sometimes some more "unusual things" in and around the bubble. Ever since the GNE I have basically been in this loop for 5 years without thinking if there is anything else to my life.

So I am going to break the loop for a while. For once i am taking a break that does not involve me hiding in deep space. I am in Colonia now so I have a few options.

I just hope that I can figure it out this way. I will eventually get back to flying around again but I am going to need some time.

I can't keep doing this, I can't keep trying the pull the bubble out of its disasters. I think i might go insane with how the bubble has been for nearly a year now.

I have once again left the bubble to figure things out, i won't be back for a while, i have to get my head together.